Monday, April 30, 2007


Saturday Night:

We found out why Cynthia has been trying to hide the identity of the guy shes been dating. We found out accidentally or coincidentally I guess. Maybe both words apply so whatever there but either way it totally makes sense why shes been keeping it all secret and mysterious.


Okay so me, Nick, Tasha, Tashas boyfriend and my friend Daryl and his girlfriend went out to do some dinner together and then had plans to go hit a club and go dance. So we go to dinner and were waiting because the line is like so amazingly long but its no biggie because were all chattering away and everyone was getting along which is like awesome. Dinner was really good and the whole thing was just totally fun because of the way everyone was hitting it off and getting along. Nick hadnt met Daryl and his girlfriend yet and Daryl and his girlfriend hadnt met Tasha and her boyfriend yet either. I hadnt met Daryls girlfriend so it was nice that we all got along so well the first time lol. I think I have sooo said that enough now anyway.

So we got out to a club to go dancing. Theres a minor line going on outside when we get there. We waited like maybe 10 minutes while they IDd and charged everyone in front of us to get in and get it moving along. So we all had like a total blast there. Nick is actually a good dancer which I seriously didnt expect at all but was a
pleasant surprise for sure lol. Tashas boyfriend cannot dance and ALL and we knew this but he does it anyway for the fun of it. Tash thinks its hella cute that he makes a fool of himself for her enjoyment lol. Daryls girl can totally move on a dance floor, I mean like shes the chick that people stop dancing to watch move she was that damn good yall. Daryl had never danced before which I didnt know but he eventually loosened up and had a good time. It was fun but they started playing some shitty ass techno-emo-rap mixes. I know yuck. It was techno that started as a rap song and was blended with emo rock music into the rap and techno. Like massive suckage there. So we left and found an 18 and up bar to go in to. It was only like 11 pm when they started playing the shiitty music and the bar we found was like 10 minutes down the street from the club so woot.

We got in there and the legal people got their alcohol and we found a table to scunch up on. We were there for like 30 minutes when I saw a familiar looking chick standing up at the bar. I said to everyone at the table that the chick I was seeing looked like Cynthia from my view. So Tasha and her man look and confirm to me that it like looks a lot like Cynthia. So me and Tasha hop off our stools around our table and go to check it out. It was so I grabbed her before she walked off with her 2 drinks. She looked like... massively surprised to see us. I was talking and going on and she seemed super anxious to get away which seemed totally weird to me. So I told her she and whoever she was with should join us and she's like telling me she's with the guy she's seeing and that it wouldn't be a good idea for him to meet a bunch of us at once and like all this total bullshit. So Im like what the heck is up with you and this guy and she tells me she just doesnt want to flaunt him around yet. Im like hello its been MONTHS and your still hiding the guy from us. So shes getting pissy and shit and I like didnt want to start a loud argument or fight or whatever because I sooo didnt wanna get the boot out of there. So I was like ok whatever and me and Tash went back to our table. Cynthia wouldnt leave until we were walking off then we tried to keep up with her but the bar was like packed and we lost sight of her after a few seconds.

When we were leaving I saw Cynthias car was still in the parking lot because I will admit I went around looking for it. I got soo lucky to find it as fast as I did too. Daryl and his girlfriend took off but me, Nick, Tash and her boyfriend decided to wait around. It was like a little before 1:30 am and the bar closed at 2 am so it wasnt like we had like a really long wait or anything. Me and Tash just had to see who Cynthia was with and yeah it was a little creepy that we waited for like 35 minutes to catch her coming out but oh well.

We see her coming out and then she stops and waits then the guy she was with finally comes out and grabs her hand and starts walking towards her car. The guy shes dating is my ex boyfriend!! Can you believe that?? This is my ex that I was with for like a year and a half and we broke up because he was cheating on me and he was the first and so far only guy to ever really hurt me and break my hurt. I felt sooo hurt and betrayed to know that my "really good friend" Cynthia who considers me one of her best friends would be dating the ex who hurt me so much. I was like sooo very mad too but Nick and Tasha wouldnt let me go anywhere near them.

I havent said anything to Cynthia yet about this. She called me Sunday and wanted me to go shop with her and I told her I couldnt because I had work early. Then she called me today and wanted to see if I wanted to hang out and I told her I had work and plans with Nick already. She said ok and said she would call me like tomorrow or Wednesay so we could make plans to chill and stuff. So Im like ok I gotta go and yadda blah. I totally didnt have work tonight and I didnt have any kind of plans at that point but I just didnt want to see her. I dont have a clue how to bring this up to her. I dont know if I should even feel so hurt and angry that shes dating him BEHIND MY BACK but I do and Im pretty sure Im totally justified in feeling the way I do. Blarghy. I just dont know how to bring it up with her. :(

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Too long since I updated, Sorry!

Thursday Night:

My friend Cynthia and I had plans to have some girl time out. We are really good friends but we totally havent gotten to hang out with each other much lately because of schedule conflicts out the butt lol. So we went shopping, had dinner and went to see a movie that would be defined as chick flick to guys. We had also planned to go to a bar after the movie. The bar is 18 and up and Cynthia is 21 but Thursday nights they do college nights and Cynthia gets some free drinks by showing her student ID off. She started getting text messages like around 11:30 that night and then after 10 minutes of her texting she canceled out on going to the bar and asked me to just drop her off back at home. I asked what was up and she told me the guy shes dating wanted to like come see her but wasnt a bar person she says. Shes been dating this guy for a little over 3 months now and I still havent met the guy. Actually none of our mutual friends have met him yet anyway so the mysteriousness of it is just killing me. She usually introduces guys shes dating after like 6 dates. Even when she thinks its gonna be like "the one" which she thinks kinda often she still wants us to meet the guy. She always wants our opinions on every guy she dates or even like every guy she even gets a crush on. She has a total rule about it. This guy is different for some reason and we cant figure out why.

Friday Night:

My friend Bailey had her 21st birthday party. I got off work and went to her house. There was tons of liquor and beer and like 40 something people crammed into her small 2 bedroom house lol. It was sooo much fun though and I met some new cool people too. No drama happened which is amazing for a party with that many people and as much alcohol as was like flowing around so that just made it all the more better!

Saturday Night:

We found out why Cynthia has been trying to hide the identity of the guy shes been dating. We found out accidentally or coincidentally I guess. Maybe both words apply so whatever there but either way it totally makes sense why shes been keeping it all secret and mysterious.

More later. I have to get going to work now.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

TMI Tuesday and fooling around

1. What one piece of sage relationship advice would you give your child (or niece/nephew or friend).
Don't get into a serious relationship until you're ready to be in one and commit to it.

2. When was the last time you left a passion mark Or had one left on you? (A passion mark is an unintentional physical manifestation of an act of passion: a hickey left in the heat of the moment; fingernail or teeth marks that last for more than an hour, a bump on your head from slamming into the headboard could even count).
Last night was the last time I had one left on me lol. It was a hickey but its on my shoulder so its not too visible unless I wear a tank top lol. I left some scratch marks on his shoulders. It was a fun night.

3. When was the last time you had sex in a car?
Hmm its been a while. I think January was the last time I had sex in a car. It was in a Chevy Tahoe actually so there was plently of room to manuever around. ;;)

4. Have you ever had an orgasm in a public conveyance?
Once. My junior year in high school on a bus coming back home from an away game. I was soo scared we were gonna get caught but if anyone knew we were messing around no one ever said anything about it lol.

5. Have you ever had an orgasm with someone other than your partner (or partners) present?
Uh yeah, I would say answer 4 can count as that since there were about 20 other people including the driver on the bus with us lol. Then theres been like I think 2 other times but those are stories for another day maybe lol.

Bonus (as in optional):
You are strolling along in the mall with your S.O. (hypothetical if necessary) A young same sex as your S.O. is approaching from the opposite direction and will pass within feet of you. (S)he is attractive and has magnificent body. Describe your reaction.
Id probably look to see if he was checking her out and Id probably feel a little jealous because Im pretty insecure about my own body. If he stared too long Id get really annoyed because I think thats rude to do. Staring is just rude anyway but if your staring at a hottie in front of your SO then thats just .... rude and disrespectful. If he just glanced for a few seconds it would just make me feel really insecure.

I you want to start playing TMI TUESDAY you should check out the site and see if you want to get in to doing it on Tuesdays too! No pun intended lol!!! is the link to check it out. I had fun.

I havent had any time at all lately to make any posts. Not that really anybody reads my blog anyway lol but I still like to write. Nick and I went out the first time on Wednesday night. I wrote about that in my last post. We also went out Thursday night, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. All of those were like actual real dates and they were all totally great.

Last night we went to see a movie and then came back to my apartment to find some food to munch on. We got some ice cream out of the freezer instead and made sundaes and then went to watch TV. We watched cartoon network for like 2 hours lol. Then we started making out. Friday night when we were making out he went down on me. And boy was he gooood at it. Sunday I finally went down and gave him head. He didnt ask me for it or ask me about it but I figured since he had ate my pussy Friday, Saturday and Sunday before I did him, that I should do it. Plus I wanted to. Anyways back to last night (Monday night). We were making out, him laying on top of me after a while, then hes sliding his hands up my shirt and Im reaching for is pants. We move to my bedroom in case one of my roommates were to come home.Good thing to because Tasha and her boyfriend came in like 10 minutes later lol. So we get my room and were making out and Im down to my undies and bra and hes down to his boxers. We make out for a while and then I take off the bra and panties but he stays in his boxers. He pushed me back and started to go down on me. He was kissing and licking my nipples then kissed and licked the rest of the way down my body until he got there. I loved that the first time he did it he asked me how I liked it done and played around with his tongue and mouth a few different ways to find what really got me going. And he remembered. ;;) He made me cum and then kissed his way back up my body. He leaned in to me like he was going to relax now. I wanted more. I told him as much. He told me he wouldnt have sex with me until we were in an actual relationship. So we just layed there and kissed some more until it was time for him to go home and sleep. Even though my answer to TMI Tuesday question 2 leads you to believe we had sex, nope nope nope. Not yet anyway. ;;)

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Feeling good, sort of

In a post I made I think on Sunday I mentioned about the total hottie thats now working at my job. Weve been flirty with each other since he started working there. His name is Nicholas but he like a lot of others just goes by Nick most of the time. We went out last night after work. I got out at 10 and he got out at 11. We met up at Bennigans because hey its a week night and like not much else was open still after 11 at night. We got food and ended up being there until almost 2 am. We were having greeeat conversation. It was like really flowy and very enjoyable. There wasnt much silent periods but when they happened they didnt feel awkward. It felt like we had gone out like fifty other times before instead of that being the first time. We ended up going back to my apartment after we left Bennigans. We hung out watching TV and talking with my roommates until like 3:30 am and then my roommates Tasha and her boyfriend Brian K went to bed. Natalie was passed out in the floor already by that time so we just woke her up and sent her off in the direction of her bedroom lol. Me and Nick kept the TV on for like background noise pretty much and then kept talking and joking with each other more. He didnt leave until almost 5 am and when he left he gave me a kiss on the lips. It was so light it almost felt like he hadnt done it at all. I almost wanted to go in for more but I had a feeling that I might need to wait to go in for more haha so I did.

I was thinking tonight at work might be awkward with us both working. I wasnt awkward, I rarely feel that way anyway but I didnt know how he got about things. He wasnt weird about it at all. We had like our totally normal flirty banter going on only it was a even more flirtacious than normal which is totally fine by me.

Jeremy wanted to come over tonight to make out and fool around. I kinda wanted him too but then Nick wanted to know if I wanted to hang out after he got off work. He doesnt get off work for another hour and a half. I thought about having Jeremy over for some fun and then having him gone by the time Nick got there haha. I decided against that though so no worries.

Ok so lets like change the subject from boys to something else now lol. I think it needs to be a law that people need to get re-tested every time they get there drivers license renewed. Seriously. Some people just cant fucking drive and dont need to. Or maybe if they get enough violations or tickets they could get their license suspended for 6 months or something like this. I dunno but I think there needs to be some kind of punishment for shitty ass drivers and fines arent doing it. They need to have there driving privilige taken away for a while then maybe itll do some good. Im so sick of seeing so many traffic accidents all the time from people not paying attention or from multitasking while driving to just being a shitty driver to everything else in between. It just pisses me off that people are so careless and have no regard for others or even their own passengers while opperating a 2000 pound vehicle. Grrrr! Ok end rant now lol.

Oh and training my ex boyfriends new girlfriend Heather, I was sooo right about how training with her was going to go. I knew training her was going to be annoying but she is a total pain in the ass! And so whiney! I knew she was a snotty bitch and was gonna suck at listening to me but I didnt know she was such a whiney bratty bimbo. Someone her age shouldnt be allowed to be as whiney as her without it being allowed to smack her a few times a day for it.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Tuesdays the day to play!

Its Tuesday so I have my TMI Tuesday sexual charged questions to post and answer. First things first is getting my work rants out of the way lol.

Work today sooo sucked! I seriously hate when the supervisors come in. They come in like once every.... like 4 to 6 months and they want to walk around and bitch about so much! They're not even around hardly at all but they wanna come in 2 or 3 times a year and gripe and change everything around to how THEY THINK it will work best. Hello big wigs... its set up the way it works best. Your theories are all good but until youre the one in there working and seeing what does and doesnt work, dont come in and change things!! Make suggestions sure. Blargh its annoying as hell.

My ex boyfriends new girlfriend also just got hired at the same place as I work. I know her because we went to school together. Shes a bitch. Shes snotty and thinks because her daddy has money that it means SHE is rich when really it means her daddy is rich. She also thinks I want to get back with my ex. Hello bimbo... if I wanted him I woulda never broke up with his bumming ass in the first place. Buuut guess who gets to train the bimbo? Thats right... ME! I start training her tomorrow oh what joy thats gonna be.

Okkkkkayy I will stop my bitching about my job lol and get on to my TMI post for today! I liked these questions waaay more than the ones from last week. Definitiely better lol. ENJOY!!

1. My biggest sexual turnoff is __________?
Lots of body hair is gross. Not keeping the crotch hair at least very trimmed up.
Bad breath!
Body odor especially in the crotch area.
A smoker. I hate kissing a smoker, nasty.
Someone whos conceited/arrogant about their skills in bed... especially when they cant live up to the hype they build haha.
Someone who is a total taker but doesn't like to give. I cant stand a selfish, lazy partner.

2. Do you prefer natural tastes or flavored lubes?
I dont really care. Flavored lubes, gels and lotions are fine sometimes but too much of a good thinf turns bad ya know what I mean?

3. How much money would it take to convince you to get on stage naked?
Completey bare ass coochy showing nude? In a strip club setting? Probably $2,000 or so. Thats what Id try for anyway haha. Id probably do it for fun for less than that but thats what Id say I wanted lol.

4. Have you ever been to an AA meeting or similar support group meeting?
Nope lol. I dont have any problems where Id get sent to AA and I dont have anything that Id need to go to a support group for. I wouldnt go to those things anyway I dont think. Id rather not sit in a room with strangers and divulge my problems. Maybe a therapist or something but not other people too.

5. Do you wear socks to bed? Is that okay or totally unsexy?
If a guy does it its totally unsexy. Guys look goofy in their socks lol. Im sorry that sounds sexist as all get out but I dont care, its how I feel. I dont find socks to be particularly sexy. It has to be REALLY REALLY REALLY cold for me to wear socks to bed. It happens like maybe a few times a year at most and never if Im sharing my bed with someone. Socks just arent sexy to me.

Bonus (as in optional):
Ever been arrested? Turned someone in/had someone arrested?
I have never been arrested! lol At least not yet anyways haha. Ive never turned someone in either. I guess that means someone whos being looked for by police for warrants or something? No Ive never done that and never had the chance to do anything like that. I have had someone arrested before but thats a hella long story and I sooo dont wanna go in to it in a TMI post lol.

I you want to start playing TMI TUESDAY you should check out the site and see if you want to get in to doing it on Tuesdays too! No pun intended lol!!! is the link to check it out. I had fun.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Happy day!

We got our bathroom re-decorated. We decided as its Spring and coming up on Summer to go with a beach and ocean theme. So we found a bath set that we could both agree on.
We got it all lol. From left to right, its a tissue case, accesory jar, waste basket, tumbler, lotion dispenser, tooth brush holder and starfish soap dish holder. I thought it all looked totally cute and really summery and fun.

I couldnt find a shower curtain I really really liked so I let the roomie that shares that bathroom with me pick it as long as she stayed with the beach and ocean theme since I was kinda indifferent about the ones I saw. So she ended up with this one but since it was 40 dollars, she ended up paying for that one all on her own lol. So this is what she ended up getting.

We also got some new towels. They had 6 piece Egyptian Cotton towel sets on sale for 21.99 and they come with 2 wash cloths, 2 hand towels and 2 bath towels so we got one of those sets in white. Then we also got 2 more bath towels that were OVERSIZED Egyptian cotton in baby blue color. Its all sooo very soft feeling. Im just excited because its my first time purchasing and doing over my own bathroom lol. Sii-igh I lovvvve it!!
We got a new laundry hamper thingy too. I also got myself a new bathrobe thats uber super soooft and comffffy feeling so I can already tell Im gonna loveee that thing lol. We found some candles that smell oceanic too and also manage to smell good since they dont smell all overbearing salty and stuff so we got those too. We found a starfish candle holder there too for it but there was no pics of that on their website for me to show it off so yeah lol. We got all of this home and put up around the bathroom a couple hours ago. We washed the towels and the bathrobes and theyre stillin the dryer getting dry right now. Yay!! Ok lol lets move on to something else before I keep jabbering on and on about bath stuff lol.

Someone asked of me in my TMI Tuesday post why I make out but dont have sex with Jeremy. Just because you make out and fool around with someone doesnt mean youre gonna have sex. I dont like really want to have sex with him honestly. Hes a really good kisser and hes good with his hands really but I dont wanna have sex with him. I dunno why but just some guys I fool around with I just dont feel like I wanna sleep with. I know people are like "well if youre gonna go halfway you might as well go all of the way" but I think thats just silly. Theres no law to say that you have to do it that way and if they guy has a problem with it he can say so and take off at any time and I dont care. Its just nice to have someone to make out and get a little hot with without having to worry about having sex. It might seem like totally weird to most people but I really dont care how it seems to anyone else because its what I like and feel like doing right now. Jeremy doesnt mind either and were not in any kind of real relationship so I see like no harm in it you know??? Plus I dont think Im gonna be seeing much of Jeremy anymore for now because hes getting interested in his neighbors new friends thats been hanging around a lot lately and Im totally digging the new guy at work. So HOT. I mean really really HOT. Sizzle burn sizzle.

Were having a little kickback here tonight so me and Natalie are gonna try to find someone to buy some drinking stuff for us tonight since Im only 19 and Natty is only 20. Shes only 3 months away from being 21 though. Tasha and Brian K are old enough to buy it but theyre both at work until 12 am so they wont have time to get anything today since we just decided on it a little while ago and theyre both at work already lol. So the problem will being finding someone who isnt at work or someone who gets off work in time to do it lol. Were thinking of just getting the $5 pizza from Little Ceasars too. They have larges for 5 bucks and we can get 4 or 5 to feed everyone coming and only spend $20 to $25 and then have people throw in some bucks to help pay that back a little. So tonights gonna be pretty damn fun.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

A "girlie" survey

1. What color is your bra?
Black with hot pink lace.

2. Do you ever lie about your age?

3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
I like em tough with a sensitive side haha.

4. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
I'm not attracted to blondes.

5. Are you currently single?

6. How many things in your past do you regret?
None of them.

7. Do you have a best friend?
Of course.

8. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I'll let you know when I figure it out...

9. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
Yeah but not how you're probably thinking lol..

10. Who was the last person you hugged?
Trevor or Kenny..

11. Have you ever had your heart broken?

12. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
Nooo thank you.

13. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
Of course! Who hasn't been there?

14. Do you like your life?

15. Do you shop at Hollister?
Nope. Well, not often lol.

16. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Hahaha. Oh myyyy. Nope.

17. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
Yes, that's why they aren't friends anymore. :)

18. Did you forgive them?

19. Who was your first best friend?
Lila McCourt.

20. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Pretty equal.

21. How long have you had myspace?
A while.

22. Have you ever skipped school?
Certainly have.

23. Has anyone ever cheated on you?

24. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?

25. What is one of your biggest fears?
Something happening to my mom and me not being able to help this time.

26. Have you ever skipped class?

27. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?

28. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
A few times.

29. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?

30. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater?

31. What color are your underwear?
Black and hot pink.

32. What is your screen name?
None of your business. :p

33. So far, do you like this survey?

34. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and was right about it?
Yeah, I think that's called intuition...

35. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Nooo thanks.

36. Do you ever wish you were a man?

37. Do you think men will open this just because it's labeled "female survey"?
Well duh, I posted it on my blog for everyone to read!

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

I kiss and tell.

Im about to go to Wal-Mart with one of the roommates. We were sitting around here and we share the second bathroom. We were talking about changing some stuff up in there since the stuff in there now is just plain boring white stuff. So were gonna go to Wal-Mart and see if we can find any suitable looking ensembles and shower curtains and things of that nature. If we dont find anything there then were gonna go tomorrow to Bed Bath and Beyond and see if we can find anything there. I guess were just bored right now and looking for something productive to do lol.

Jeremy gets off work at 1 am. Jeremy is the guy that is featured in my TMI answer #2. So he will be coming over to the apartment in a couple hours for some fun time.

Anyways yall were gonna get headed to Wal Mart so enjoy my answers for TMI! This one was kinda boring so no neat pictures or anything like last time but it was still fun lol.

1. Stubble... good or bad? How often do you shave?
I shave every other day as that is how often it needs to be done honestly. I hate stubbley legs and pits lol. Guys I dont mind being stubbley but if they want to go down on me which I like them to do then they need to shave.

2. How often do you kiss (read make out) with your so?
I dont have a sig. other but I like the makeout. I have a friend that I makeout with a lot. Were not dating but we hook up. Never had sex but we makeout a couple times a week. I love to kiss.

3. Have you ever placed a personal ad or answered a personal ad?
I have never places or answered or even read personal ads.

4. Where was the first place you ever had sex?
In my bedroom in my moms house.

5. After a night of great sex, who do you tell? How much?
I tell my really close girl friends and I will be blogging about some of them some times. How much? Well lets just say.... I like details. :D

Bonus (as in optional):
Have you ever kissed your partner on the lips after oral sex without brushing teeth, nor washing/gargling/rinsing out mouth? Turn on or off?

Yes I have and I dont think that its a turn off. You already have their love juices in their mouths and have had some go down your throat even so why freak out over kissing someone after oral? Of course I do like to go brush my teeth, gargle and wash off a little after sex is all over.

I you want to start playing TMI TUESDAY you should check out the site and see if you want to get in to doing it on Tuesdays too! No pun intended lol!!! is the link to check it out. I had fun.

Sunday, April 8, 2007

Life update

This girl at work is trying to get me fired. I have nooo clue at all what her problem is with me and I dont even care because shes a bitch. Shes fucking one of the asst manager and shes trying to compromise him into getting me in trouble over things that I'm not doing. She wants him to make up shit against me and go with it to our manager. Unfortunatly Im a really good worker and he wont doing it so its creating tension between those two. Why is there always so much drama at work? Totally annoying.

I had dinner with my mother on Friday night. It was kind of weird since thats the first time I have spent with her since I have left home. It was really good food though but we didnt flow naturally thru conversation like we used to do back before things started getting strained between us. There was also some awkward moments here and there and I ended up leaving like 20 minutes after coffee and dessert.

My friend Teena and her boyfriend are having troubles lately. Teena is cheating on him and I think he knows. Me and her boyfriend work together and I like him in a strictly friendly way only, hes a total sweet and nice guy. I feel so bad for him but I dont think its my place to tell him his girlfriends fucking another guy behind his back. I want to but then it would mess things up between me and Teena. She is shitty to date but she is a really good friend as long as youre not sleeping with her lol.

Tuesday, April 3, 2007


A girl I live with short termed who was mentioned in my first post does this like weekly thing on Tuesdays that is called TMI TUESDAY which of course means Too Much Information Tuesday. And what it is is they have these questions thats like a survey that you get to fill in your answers too but theyre like usually pervy or sexy or personal questions so hence the name TMI. So I read a few of them and decided that I would start playing the game too since I have my computer back and it seems like fun but youll have to forgive me because I am not starting the game on a very saucy set of questions. Here it goes!

1. What is your middle name?


2. Where do you keep your toys? In your nightstand?

I keep them in my nightstand and I keep my lubricants and the few props I have and other stuff in a little like case thing that came with a set of massage oils that I got.

3. How many toys do you have? List them! (links & pictures are nice, too!) =P

This is my favorite one here. I had a boyfriend thats now an ex buy this for me a few months ago and it has since then totally replace my other vibrator. I threw the old dolphin out in favor of this.

Dildo and yes I bought it myself. I love this one. I have two but this is the one that I use like around 85% of the time.


Yes, mine are pink and yes I bought them on my own just out of curiousity and yes I have opened them up and used them a couple times.


My last toy.... It cost me $45 but I like it.

I also have an assortment of lubes, edible body lotion, chocolate body paint and massage oils. Oh and I love this stuff in melon and a few diff flavors too. I have some feather ticklers, a mask, a blindfold, naughty dice and a naughty board game. Ive still never gotten to use the board game since I got it with my ex and he decided he wasnt down for playing it.

4. Are you a swinger? Ever wanted to be?
No Im not and I havent ever wanted to be really. I dont want some other chick doing my guy and then me knowing about it and then having him do me like a few hours after he was up in some other woman. Eww not for me. Also I would be afraid to catch something like an STD.

5. When should parents sit children down for the "birds & bees" talk?
I think now a days around 8 to 10 would be good because sex is just everywhere and its better they hear it from their folks then from other kids who probably have wrong information about it or better to hear it from parents than to find about it from the internet.

Bonus (as in optional):
Do you know how many sex offenders are in your city? Find out & tell me.

Too damned many. I dont know how many exactly but I know its up in the hundreds which is definetly too many but then again you know one is too many really so what can you do.


Ok so I have found that my webpage knowledge of html codes which isnt much but is a little is coming in handing using blogger to make my posts a little more eye catching.

I also wanna point out that just because this post has pics of sex toys and a very X Rated theme to it does not mean this will be turning into a sex blog. Of course I will have posts that contain sexual material because Im a sexual girl and it happens but dont expect to see just only sex but know that it will be mixed in here with everything else that I post about. It wont be a sleazy porno blog because I dont want it to be that but naughty stuff will come in to play sometimes so dont be offended when it happens.

I you want to start playing TMI TUESDAY you should check out the site and see if you want to get in to doing it on Tuesdays too! No pun intended lol!!! is the link to check it out. I had fun.


I am all moved in to my new apartment!!!


Im living in a 3 bedroom apartment with my friends Natalie and Tasha and Tashas boyfriend Brian K lives there too. I call him Brian K when I talk about him because my older brother is also named Brian so that might be confusing if I talk about my brother in any kind of post.

Its so great. I have my own room again after bumming on couches at different peoples houses. Brian K and some of his frat buddies helped me go to my moms house and move out some of the stuff from my bedroom on Monday(yesterday).

We got my nightstand, desk, computer, bed, dresser, vanity with the mirror, stereo, CDs, DVDs and the rest of my clothes. So yeah basically the only things left in my room in my moms house is a big round chair thing that I dont like much anyway, a bean bag chair thats in my closet, a tv, some stuffed animals I never pay attention to, random junk on the shelfs and in the closet, another mirror, a little entertainment center and the little love seat couch thing.

My room in the apartment is like way smaller than my room in my moms house but incase you cant tell from the amount of stuff I still have in there after everything I had taken out, my room in my moms house is fucking HUGE.

Buut my room in my apartment is all set up and I've been there since Sunday. They had Natalies sister living in whats now my room but she moved out a few days ago to get a place with her fiance. So mine now! Im so happy about it too!

We have some guidelines here too I guess you cant escape rules completely you know BUT were all friends and the guidelines are ones were already used to from growing up hanging around in each others houses so its no big deal. I already have hung out here anyway since were friends and I was like the one who helped them get moved in there in the first place and they have parties so I can drink here unlike in some places. I can bring guys here unlike some places. Its a place of my own shared witth awesome awesome AWESOME friends. Im finally getting what Ive been wanting.